January 2011
48 posts
Going pro.
All this future thinking has got me creating multiple yet different paths for myself. Now I have multiple outcomes and all of this could yield different results. Damn this shit. Why can’t I just be a professional athlete. This whole knowing where I want to go but not knowing how to get there keeps coming up way too much. It has come up so many times that I am starting to doubt if it’s...
Eat, eaten, ate.
I kind of let myself go today, just a bit. I think I also let myself go a little bit last night too… must maintain self control. You must have self discipline Brian. I must delay gratification. No pain no gain right? Right, must stay on the track that I have set for myself.
No lie, I want to eat right now.
I had the best salsa today at Rachel’s apartment and it makes me want more!
Naruto needs to come back already and stop showing fillers. I need something to watch while I eat my lunch. On a side note, the story itself is getting really really good. However, because it is where it is I don’t think the series will end for another year or two.
My shoulders burn. My back aches. It feels like my arms are going to fall off. It all feels so good.
DB conditioning.
I’m in so much pain right now. On a brighter note, I fell in love with the Erg today.
Damnit, this is what I get for making a rash decision. Brian, you need to think things through next time. I’m not disappointed, I’m just a bit dissatisfied with the way I thought about all of this. I’m dissatisfied with the way it all turned out. Goddamnit, no more bullshitting, get your shit straight Brian Liang.
02/08
I have 3 midterms on the 8th of February. This 20 unit thing may not be working out after all. On top of that I have bunch of projects and papers due before that. I think it’s time to drop a class.
Too Intense
I think I really over did it yesterday with my workout. I came home and barely had enough to cook dinner. The whole time I literally felt like passing out. I don’t even think that I pushed myself that hard, yet I felt like collapsing on the floor yesterday night. I laid in bed for a good while then just KOed. Man where has all my energy gone? Maybe my workouts yesterday was too intense....
Tired.
I’ve been really really tired lately. I’m okay throughout the day but then when it is like around 10ish my body starts to kind of run out of energy I guess. Maybe it’s because of all the workouts I’ve been doing. I don’t really know what it is but I sure hope it’s not going to negatively effect my health. I should probably go to bed now.
Self Control Brian Liang
I’m quite disappointed in myself. I remember every single moment that had occurred last night. I am very very unhappy with my actions. I promised myself that I wouldn’t do that for a very long time. I was just so turned off by it and very against it. But somehow some way, it found its way to tempt me once again. No more! Both Alex and I have made a pact to stop this. He has begun to...
I just saw Run Devil Run on the Television. THE...
Ah yes, the joys of being able to chew with both sides of my mouth. Brian 1, wisdom tooth 0. I believe I’m all healed. Too bad my meals now a days don’t require much. My dinners have become very depressing. My lunch is okay. My breakfast is pretty good. It’s all good though because at the end of the day and after my work out I feel not only stronger, more fit but a lot...